Dear Pneuma,

I intended a rant today, but I find I cannot. I asked for some help, and I got it. A little book called The Color Code helped me communicate some needs, and I was finally able to put words to a restlessness and discord that has been messing with my inner ear. Last, the All Wise finally spoke up and gave me an indication of where I can best serve. So, no rant. All is very well today. Here are the things I did that released the log jam:

1. Admitted I was having problems with depression, anxiety and anger-management.

2. Admitted weakness to the Divine and asked for help; I submitted myself to the "will" of the All Wise.

3. Took a risk and named a source of my dissatisfaction: my relationship with My Beloved.

4. Let My Beloved know I was having problems

a. I shared the rationale for some of my behaviors and took responsibility for them

b. I had faith that (believed that) My Beloved would hear me.

5. Went to the library and checked out 6 different books on subjects related to (in my case) relationships and life change.

6. Read the books, and shared relevant bits with My Beloved.

a. This was true sharing, which means I stayed open to My Beloved's concerns and

b. Committed to change my actions and attitudes where necessary

c. My Beloved heard my concerns and

d. Committed to change actions and attitudes where necessary

7. Chose to believe that certain "coincidences" over the last week add up to a very strong message to take a very simple action in service to the All Wise.

So there it is: my formula for dissolving clogs and getting life juice to flow.

Peace and Joy be yours,

Cobalt Dreams