Dear Pneuma,

I am living deep today. It fills me with sadness and care. It opens my heart and I suddenly see where I am needed. I hear where I am called. I know what matters and what can be left behind. I repent missing the way-looking past the moment, carrying the unnecessary load.

I am living deep today. It fills me with excitement and dread. It opens my spirit, and I suddenly see what I have been holding back. I hear where I've been sent. I know what has to happen, and what is beyond my control. I repent losing the way-fearing the next step, dropping my burdens in someone else's path.

I am living deep today, knowing God knows my face, my feet, my hands. I am living deep today, committed to hearing, seeing and loving at the expense of managing, producing and getting done.

Last night, I asked my Beloved why the cicadas sing. Today, I know.

Blessings,

Cobalt Dreams